Friday, November 1, 2013

My second birthday in California....


Today I turned 51. Did I say that out loud? In so many ways I feel like that is so old and also so young. I have so many things I haven't done and have done a lot of the things I've wanted to do. I am in no way the person I want to be. But happier with my life than I thought I'd be.
God has changed me this past year that I have lived in California. I can't really explain how. I hope it is for the better, to see things more the way He see's them,. To be content in all things. 

I made a list in my journal this morning of things I want for myself this next year in my life. Things like kinder, friendlier, healthier and fit. A better daughter, mother and wife. A good grandma to my unborn grand-baby. But most of all is to be closer to God, and closer to his people. And to bring people closer to Him.
I don't want to hurt people with my words or actions. I want to show love, Gods love and my love for them.
So I am asking God for help and I hope my friends and family will help me too! This past year has been a good year, a fun year, a sad year and a lonely year. This next year is going to be even better, they always are!



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